Thursday, June 27, 2013

Hallucinations: #1 Leaves were looking at me


I had tried mushrooms a couple times before though apparently not as much as this time. I am guessing 3grams. I was at the midwest burn Interfuse 2008.  I was handed some mushrooms from a good friend about 6pm. I enjoyed the conversations around me and laughed quite a bit. at one point i felt the need to pee so I went over to the edge of the campsite to pee in the forrest. this is where i was introduced to stillness and its effect on psychedelics. As i stood there looking off into the soft distance, I noticed the leaves were looking at me. then I noticed ALL the leaves were looking at me. I was still peeing and for some reason still with my soft gaze in tact no sudden movements or a desire to look around. I was enjoying the vision i was seeing. I can not say there were eyes on the leaves though i knew they were looking at me.

It was the leaves not the trunk though Google failed me.
watching me.
noticing me.
aware of me.



I saw it more as a tunnel that I interpreted later as a tree.

I was not scared. in an instant there was a download of information being sent to me through the connection established with the leaves. I went up a tree into the branches into the trunk then back into its history. I saw the connectedness of all the trees. stemming off each other --or rather reconnecting with each other as i went back in time. I saw the evolution of the plant and what it came from. I saw what its relative came from and so on. I remember a flash backward through history even faster to the point of spores. Then how the spores came to the planet Earth to spread. The spores had come through empty space and landed on Earth from far away. The spores had traveled in all directions and was present on every planet.

The awareness of the leaves were looking grew into the awareness that everything was looking at me and aware of me and everything i was doing.

I saw everything as connected in a tree like structure.

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